last night was my first team practice since i got on the team. it was exhilerating. i immediately felt like the girls accepted me as a teammate instead of a siren. yet they still understood that im a rookie. we did some amazing strategy skills that ive never seen before. i did the drills well, but at the end of the night i felt and still do feel a little discouraged. its not that i cant do the drills, its just that i dont know when to implement them during scrimmages. i also dont know when i would switch to something else, and if i should switch, what should i switch to???? being surrounded by girls who know what they’re doing is awesome because it gives me an opportunity to learn, but i feel like now im going to be playing catchup for a looooooong time. i hate to be the one thats dragging everyone down because they dont know what they are doing. they seem to be really understanding, and i guess a lot of them went through the same thing that im going through now. i think i really should just have patience and believe that i will get to that level.
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…don’t dream it.. beeEEEee it..